dream or reality

I opened up to him because I felt a connection; in his arms I haven’t felt that safe in such a long time. It was a warm sensation, I felt protected cared for and wanted. Something about him makes me smile inside and out.  It’s a feeling I can’t explain when he is not here I think about him when he is here I can’t stop looking at him. It is hard to believe there is a good man in front of me.  He is an amazing person on so many different levels. I can talk to him about anything and feel comfortable.  I feel as though he understands me he listens and gives some pretty good advice. This man in front of me is someone who I have dreamt about is this real? Could this be just my imagination?

I could truly see myself with him, he has had it hard throughout his life and I can relate. While i am going through this difficult time with my grandmother dying he is here for me.  So many things come to mind when I think of him kind, courteous, respectable, caring, goal oriented, one of a kind, handsome, smart, funny amazing, wonderful honest, trustful and I can go on and on… I finally feel like I can feel again. I have felt more alive hangout with him then I have in years. I think we would be great for each other. How I want him in my life!!!!  is this really real  or is this just a dream i have been dreming? can this be reality? someone pinch me and wake me up!!!

Did i really just open up to another person? wow how amazing it feels to feel that feeling of being alive. i have been around alot of people and never felt this alive. i have nothing but great things to say about him.  wow thats all i can say!!! i hope this does not end..

God everytime i hear his voice i get butterflies in my stomach and to hear him talk makes my day. please dont let it end!!!