I never thought it was possible to fall so quickly for another man. I am so head over heels in love with him. To be treated with such kindness, compassion, trust, honesty, respect, and so much more. It brings tear of joy to my eyes it fills my heart with happiness. I found someone who treats me so good. I have such respect for him and appreciation I will never let this him go. I have had such a hard life to live in the past ten years in my last relationship. Dealing with an alcoholic who was verbally mentally and physically abusive, I found that I suffer in mind and with myself such doubt and self confidence, depression, anxiety and thoughts that are UN imaginable. But when I am with him it all goes away I feel it in my heart and soul that God blessed me with someone who truly cares about me. He makes me feel alive, happy, cared for, respected, loved, and like I am someone. Fate brought us together!!!
He has shown me another world another reality on how I can and could be treated. Sometimes I feel like it’s a dream. I truly found him and he loves me for me. Wow it’s so hard to believe that I can be loved. I learned to live the past 10 years in a life style I thought was normal, but it was not I was totally wrong no one should have to live the way I did and go through all the things I went through. I wouldn’t even wish it on my worst enemy. the things I have been through which most don’t even know and will never know damaged my heart, soul, spirit, and I was beyond broken I was a lost women, believing that that was the way I had to live.
That was until he came into my life and showed me different I am in love and it’s amazing he stuck by side even when I was going through the worst and although I am still going through hard times he still stays by my side. That says a lot!!! That means a lot!!! I feel protected when I am around him. I feel safe in his arms like no harm will ever come to me, I feel like I can tell him anything and he don’t judge.
I cannot express in word how important he has become to me. When he is not around all I do is think of him and a smile sweeps across my face. When I am around him I can’t help but feel such a strong feeling of love for him. I love to stare into his eyes and have conversations and feel that all we say to each other is said from the heart. Trust was always my biggest issue with people I have a hard time letting people in and trusting them. Now I feel like I can trust him more than I thought I would be able to. He has all my trust; he has my heart in his hand he has my soul yearning for him.
I can see myself with him for a life time and longer… I want to grow old with him make a family him… I found my match I found my soul mate I am blessed. Thank you God for bring him into my life, he not only saved me but he brought me back to life..
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